oh if only i had a moment
where everything was inline
when the sun and the moon would once intertwine
to create an extraordinary eclipse.
oh what i sight i wouldn’t be able to miss
to have the earth be as light as the dark-side of the moon
oh, if only i could have spend that moment with you
it would then only make all the imperfections of the world seem perfect and make every chance i had taken and had made it been worth it.
if only i could look into your eyes and see the sparkle of pure happiness as you begin to smile.
it would only then make my life complete for my intent was to make your vitality absolute.
But you’re intents were indifferent from mine.
they were relentless and unkind like the deathening tsunamis waves that engulfed thousands of innocent ships.
you ripped me apart and left me to sink
taking every last chance i had to survive with you
as you tormented your way to the safe shore.
and for that i thank you.
for you made my self-being stronger.
and influenced me to assemble the 14 foot brick wall that now protects what is left of the small broken pieces of a heart that you had destroyed,
and a soul that would still foolishly choose to excuse your horrendous actions,
and would return to your dis-trusting embrace, for that’s the only place it would ever be able to call a home.
oh if only i had a moment where i could have seen all your intents before i made had mine.
